Wonderful is a word I haven’t felt in a long time. This project was actually supposed to be out a few months ago but for the past couple of months and the good part of a year, I had been in a dark place. I had gotten to a place where, I couldn’t recognize myself in the mirror at all. It took losing the most important person in my life for me to realize how much of a monster I had actually become. My biggest regret is not getting help or telling anyone that I was spiraling becuase all it did was hurt the people around me and the people that I love. I know I’m just some guy on the Internet and “aesthetic” or whatever but if you are feeling a certain type of way and think that ignoring it will help or that getting help is cowardly or anything in between...it isn’t. Sometimes the strongest thing you can do is to admit you need help. To be able to see yourself as you truly are is the bravest thing one can do and for so long I denied that anything at all was wrong. Now, this project in particular is Nulle Part’s and my way of showing that, as corny as it sounds, you can achieve whatever you want, whenever you want. Change is possible, as long as you choose it. This project had started as nothing more than an idea and a “what if we could do this” sentence but has become something so much more. The clothes and the designs for the masks comes from the mind of @maya, who slaved away and crafted each and every outfit. I can’t thank the models enough for their hard work throughout this, Andrea, Aala and Nick are some of the hardest working people that I know and hopefully will return each year if I’m lucky. I’ve been learning a lot about myself and being in control of oneself and emotions feels so. fucking. good. Along side bringing this fashion shoot to life I’ve discovered that, life is meaningless, unless you make it meaningful. 

Make it Wonderful. 

Models

Nick Vargas

Andrea Vargas

Aala

Loren Garcia

Shot by Maya Ketzia Garcia